Dream deferred

I used to spell fonetically. I used to just spell without considering whether the i comes before the e and i enjoy that kind of spelling because its very free and you don't worry about who's going to tell you, oh, that's wrong. you're wrong. i used to talk in my mind and it would flow and flow uninhibited until i learned that someone reads what i write and looks for spelling errors and i started censoring myself because i couldn't spell the word to express the thought without looking it up and loosing the flow. and so i am happy that spell check makes it easier, but it doesn't brin that freedon bvck.